could it be that i wish you were gone
could it be that i dont care anymore
could it be that my desire for you is gone now
could it be that i dont want to be here anymore
could it be that i dont want to help anymore
could it be that i just want to dissapier
could it be that i just want the world to end
could it be that i have no more strenght for you
could it be that you have taken all from me
could it be that you dont deserve it
could it be that i am waisting away in my own disease

A disease that i myself have created or one that you have placed upon my heart for me to consume so that it may consume me

could it be that you are that disease
could it be that you are trying to abuse me
could it be that you are not even there
could it be that i am just dreaming
could it be that i am just a part of your dream
could it be that i am just using you to find me

It is now that i stop these words
It is now that i drop to the floor
It is now that i am on my knees
It is now that i ask you to return me
It is now that the words fall
It is now. . . now i ask your forgiveness