someone who just happens to have time read this for me.........................
i want everyone to know me for who i truly am but i hate all this attention. i hate how whenever i cry everyone is always "oh wuts wrong" "tell me" "ill help u" when the truth is they are the reson im crying. who they are or how the act. it just pisses me off so i end up ignoring them and just moving on with my pathetic life. finally they got so used to it now they will come up to me (if im crying or not) and wont shut the fuck up!! they ask me random question, sometimes my one sis (yes THEY = my FAMILY) just comes up while im in middle of a crying session, pokes me, and runs off laughing. it makes me so fucking pissed i just want to punch her so fucking hard. my other sis actually came up to me during my recent crying fit and asked me something. when i ignored her she got mad and said at least im nice to u. WTF!?!?!?!?!?!? IM SO FUCKING PISSED AND ANNOYED I JUST WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF.... but thats the thing... i dont want to because i love life, i love being myself, i just didnt know it would hurt so bad...............................
srry for this random post. i just wanted some stranger to know.... y?? i have no idea................................................
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Goth
-INDESTRUCTIBLE Master of War-
You sound like a goth.
Cool. So am I.
hey
hey bad thigns happen what can i say?
i posted a blog on here about some stuff ive gone through and some jerky *he's one of the top 5 posters on this site* had to say crap about it
all you can honestly do is take it day by day and do ur damndest to get better.
we all weep for different *or same* reasons.cant let that bring us down
turn to track 8, The Curse, for inspiration
take care
eRIK
BELIEVE in the INDESTRUCTIBLE power of THE SICKNESS fueled by TEN THOUSAND FISTS!!!
as u read earyler on
as u read earyler on yesterday i have an idea of wat ur going through, just find a focus for ur frustration, beat the shit out of something, get a sledgehammer and use it on something. its a good realease and u might find a hobby,lol. and as if it wern't obvious go rock out to some good metal, get moving to it and just let it take u out of that mind set, let it take u to a fucked up place that isn't ur own life. it feels really good\m/
a metalhead,a maggot,a disturbed one, but most importantly, an aggressive mother fucker!!!!!
rock on, stay sic, keep metal alive\m/(0_o)\m/
i feel for you.
i dont have crying fits but my sister frustrates me so bad sometimes i want to hang her by her ankles.