How could I be so STUPID! GOD!!
I don't really know why I did it. But I got mad cause I was just irritated. And I slammed my fist in to something. Its not important what it was. I hit it so hard I didnt break it but I bruised it pretty bad. It was all purple now and was swollen. I've even got a small cut on it. And it hurts like a son of a bitch Never again will I ever do any thing stupid like that again. I don't know why I did it. My swelling went down a bit and its not purple. I don't want to have to go to the doctor. Just for them to say its nothing. (wast of time) So I was wonderin' what every one else thinks should I go? Or is it just a bruise? It still hurts but not bad.
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Believe me when I say this. I used to have a BIGGER temper. How do you think 3 Of my CD/tape/radios broke. And 2 Portable CD's players and 2 Portable tape players broke. Hack I even throw my arm back so hard when I was getting mad and my whole freakin arm popped. From my elbow to my shoulder. Lucky it was nothing. It was checked out and it was fine. It felt like i broke it cause for about 2 hours I couldnt move it. But like i said it was check out and was fine. So since then I've controlled my anger a bit. But it was just like last night I got so mad. I dont know I just felt like hitting some thing. I try to take my anger out on pillows. That way its a softer blow. But thats how i hurt my arm I now just try to do other things. So when i get mad and feel like I need to hit some thing (NEVER some one) I just try and think of other things. But it some times tends to come out. Not as often as it used to. Which in a way is a good thing. Its getting better.
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Thats actually how I feel at
Thats actually how I feel at times lol
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you dork
calm yourself child! haha, i've done shit like that before. punched a brick wall and bruised my knuckles pretty bad, broken controllers (several), and other such shit, but most of the time i control it. glad to hear you'se all bettah though :-)
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Damn dude that had to hurt.
Damn dude that had to hurt. I never punched a brick wall but I hit my head on one ahahaha
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Damn dude that had to hurt.
Damn dude that had to hurt. I never punched a brick wall but I hit my head on one ahahaha
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The only time I would do that is it I was mad at someone. Next time take a walk instead. If you have a zip-loc bag of some sort, the freezer bags are the best, put ice in it and put it over your hand that will bring down the swelling. Take a pain pill what ever you usually take and listen to Disturbed 2nd Cd Believe David's voice will calm you.
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I really should start doing that. Like when I get mad at my mother. I listen to Disturbed and it calms me. So next time I think when I am mad and am just gonna put in my Disturbed CDs and listen to them. It always with out fail calms me. lol And the swelling as actually gone down. And i can take a pain pill. I mean I can but they dont work. I dont know why but the pain pills dont make the pain go away. They just dont work for me. Oh well. lol
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Yo dude...
Metal and Danish beer are the way forward !
Dunno if the pain have stopped already, but it sounds like a case i've seen multipel times when i practice with some of my friends,
There's a chance that you may have broken a knuckel, its only your index finger and the next finger who aren't proven to break if you really hit someone or something in anger/rage, the other two break like twigs unless trained problery..
If it still hurts you should seriously consider seeing a doctor or a friend with some knowledge about that kinda stuff, cause it can in worsecase scenarios prove to reduce the movement in your hand
Listen through the new disturbed Album and then get it checked :P
Actually the pain stopped
Actually the pain stopped yesterday. Its all better now. Except for the cut on my knuckle my finger is back to normal :D
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Nice :)
Nice :)