Well, I had a very exciting evening. I was forced to drive myself to Urgent Care, luckily this place is behind my house. After I ate my dinner and still very stressed from the events that took place back in June, I noticed after I took care of my biz in the bathroom, I seen blood in the toilet. My stomach feeling like a stingy firepit, I grabbed my keys and went to have this check out. I do have a history of Ulcers on my mother's side of the family. However, mine is way worse. My Ulcer began to bleed and I also began to feel very dizzy and weak. I go to the doctors office at Urgent Care and they took a blood sample from ym stomach and did an x-ray. I sat in the room for about 30 minutes, and the scary thing is (and I don't scare easily), is that I seen my dead mother standing over me and everything else was a big blur. My body became very cold and that's when the nurse comes in and tells I need to chill because if I hadn't come in sooner, I would've wound up in the ER. Well, I am now on Prilosec, I can not have any spicy food and I need to let my demon's go or I will go under. I got to feeling so weak that I thought I was going to go under and not come back out of it. The lesson I learned tonight is that, when you fall in the quicksand, do not keep fighting it or you will just sink deeper. Find something to grab ahold of, cling onto it and slowly pull yourself up and gently crawl to the side and cleanse yourself.