Betrayal

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Betrayal

Wassup to my fellow fans. I do not know what it is about relationships today. It just seems like a lot of us want to lie and betray each other over the littlest things in life. I was again just tossed away because my now X g/f wants to get best of both worlds between her X and I and I just refuse to put up with it. She decides to go back to her X thinking that she can be able to sit on her ass all day let him take care of the bills.....all he is, is an asshole and deadbeat. Why can I not ever attract a decent lady with some kind of class and dignity and treat me like a human!!!??? She says I am a good man but.....apparently.....not good enuff for her low standards. DAMN IT ALL TO HELL........AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TRUE THAT.....all I have been

TRUE THAT.....all I have been dealt this year has been, pain and suffering.....trying my damnedest to pull myself together. Of course, my birthday (this past Friday) really sucked....got sick as a dog because of stress. My demon's nearly took me under and did a crazy thing......driving about 115 mph down a country road and almost wrecked the car AGAIN.

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Love, life, and pain suck. The only thing that doesnt suck in this world is disturbed :P

No, it's not weird. I soully

No, it's not weird. I soully believe that's how it's always been planned in my life before I was born. I have been forced to rip my own heart out and place inside a Mason Jar. However, I will still stick up for the young people out there cuz I have been there and done all that BS while growing up. I can be your best friend or your worst nightmare. She made her choice and now, I make sure she suffers as she made me and her two girls. Anyways, you do make a good point. "IS SHE NOT RIGHT, IS SHE INSANE"

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im sorry for your troubles...comeing from a 14 year old girl this might not mean much but hell, i will say it anyways: I do not really belive that love works out for all people, but there are those lucky few who find 'the one' and im sure that you will find your soulmate someday because you are a good guy.....well sorry if that was weird......