MY MOTHER RUTH AND I HAVE FINALLY RESOLVED ALL THE ANGER, RESENTMENT AND THE BITTERNESS THAT HAS BEEN BETWEEN US.
I BLAMED AND HATED HER MANY YEARS FOR WHAT HAPPENED TO ME YEARS AGO AS A GIRL, I REALIZE NOW SHE COULD NOT PROTECT ME NO MORE THAN SHE COULD PROTECT HERSELF AGAINST THE EVIL ONE.

I DID AT THAT TIME FEEL GGOD HAD FORSAKEN ME AND FELT EMPTY INSIDE..I KNOW THAT GOD DID NOT ABANDON ME NOW THAT I AM OLDER, FOR ALL THE THINGS I HAVE DONE SINCE THAT TIME AND NOW, I SHOULD NOT BE ALIVE, BUT GOD HAD AND STILL HAS PLANS FOR ME.

I LOVE THE ALL MIGHTY GOD FOR HE HAS GIVEN ME STRENGTH TO SURVIVE AT WHAT I CAN ONLY CALL..A LIFE WITH CERTAIN TIMES OF HORROR, HELL AND NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES. MY MOTHER RUTH, SAYS GOD WILL NOT PUT MORE BURDENS ON YOU THAN YOU CAN BEAR, I AGREE, FOR WITHOUT GODS LOVE, STRENGTH AND MERCY, I WOULD NOT BE IN THE WORLD STILL.

THANK YOU ALLMIGHTY GOD FOR THY STRENGTH, LOVE AND MERCY.