Hurt & Pain!
Hurt & Pain!
This pass month has been like i've steped back into my child hood hell hole. one thing after another thing happens first my husband ends up ends up in jail & i'm left alone to fend for myself to pay all the bills & take of everything else without any $ or income to help me. I'm havingto sell everything i can that i have in storage just to get by & wheni turn to family as well as loved ones everyone turns their backs & runs. It's sad when the only person who helps you isn't family at all. even then it seems madding to be where i'm at. i feel numb or like i want to scream It doesn't help like death follows me & takes everything i love i cry & hope things will get better but,i don't know that will happen. i think i'm at my wits end & look up to see loght but, see only grey n& ask why but, receive no answer!
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Pain & Sorrow
Hello Pixie, I just read your blog and I agree with Maiden. I remember when I lost my mother back in June of 2009 I thought I would never live life as I should. I was depressed for the first couple of years and had many a thought of doing stupid things to myself and razors are NOT the answer. I always revert to my guitar and my music to ease my stress and pain, using my guitar as my "3rd arm". I would sit at my desk and listento Disturbed's "believe" and remember the video when the guys walked through all the destruction that happened to them and they kept prevailing. AWESOME video. I am sure you have hobbies that you enjoy doing, when you feel insane, revert to that. Or, go somewhere, close your eyes and think of a happy place and concentrate on that. Remember, you have friends here that are willing to be here for ya. I still have my challenges with the recent accident I was just end and still fighting that hurtle but, I am taking it one day at a time. Anyways, I will let ya go and hope you consider the options I offered and if ya would like, you may also email me, my actual name is my email address. I look forward to seeing from ya if ya choose and......WE ARE...DISTURBED, WE ARE.....DISTURBED.....WE ALL ARE.......DISTURBED \m/
:( There's always something
:( There's always something to look forward to: don't ever give up. I know what not having family to back you up is like, maybe not necessarily in that context, but trust me, I do. If you ever need to talk, don't hesitate to email me or find me on Facebook or something. No one should go through things like that alone, but even I have a hard time opening up to too many people.
Rock on! -your Satan Maiden