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Tore it up again I couldn’t stop again Let it go till there was nothing in the way Fought the feeling then I gave in again Sweet surrender to the angel I denied When you came to life I was terrified I knew that nothing else would ever feel the same Doubt came over me What kind of father would I be? I knew the time had come to stand up and be a man To change the face of my life With your future in mind Time to do what was right A new beginning Chorus: The world around me died When I saw that heartbeat I knew it wasn’t a sin Can someone tell me Why this has happened to me Why was it only in death, were you redeemed, my child No serenity Within agony Every day brings on a hundred ways to fight Constant scrutiny I can feel you judging me Resurrecting every demon left inside Her face was horrified You struggled still alive My one desire was to trade my soul for yours Grief crippled me The reaper cheated me Left me yearning for the path I’d come to adore To change the face of my life With your future in mind Time to do what was right A new beginning Chorus

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on July 19, 2010

Tore it up again I couldn’t stop again Let it go till there was nothing in the way Fought the feeling then I gave in again Sweet surrender to the angel I denied When you came to life I was terrified I knew that nothing else would ever feel the same Doubt came over me What kind of father would I be? I knew the time had come to stand up and be a man To change the face of my life With your future in mind Time to do what was right A new beginning Chorus: The world around me died When I saw that heartbeat I knew it wasn’t a sin Can someone tell me Why this has happened to me Why was it only in death, were you redeemed, my child No serenity Within agony Every day brings on a hundred ways to fight Constant scrutiny I can feel you judging me Resurrecting every demon left inside Her face was horrified You struggled still alive My one desire was to trade my soul for yours Grief crippled me The reaper cheated me Left me yearning for the path I’d come to adore To change the face of my life With your future in mind Time to do what was right A new beginning Chorus

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EvaCCerda1111's picture

I HAD TO DELETE A POST BECAUSE MY EX HAD PLANTED THOUGHTS & MEMORIES SO IT WAS NOT ACCURATE . SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR LOSS I HAVE HAD ONE OF MY OWN. THERE IS AN AGE OF ACCOUNTABILITY (15 BIBLICAL TIMES) SO REST ASSURED YOUR BABY IS IN HEAVEN! THE PASSAGE IS IN PSALMS WHEN DAVID SAID HE WOULD SEE HIS CHILD IN HEAVEN, GOD WOULD HAVE CORRECTED HIM OTHERWISE & I KNOW HE WOULD NOT SEND AN INNOCENT TO HELL THAT IS WHY FOR ONE THERE IS HOPE IN THE RESURRECTION.... & WHY GOD ALSO PUT IN US A INSTINCTUAL KNOWLEDGE OF GOOD & EVIL LIKE IN THE GODS MUST BE CRAZY. I LOST MY CHILD" AT 8 WEEKS IN THE WOMB, A HEART RENDING EXPERIENCE MOST WOULD NOT UNDERSTAND (I HAD KNOWLEDGE THAT MY BABY WOULD BE IN HEAVEN THOUGH SO I WAS ABLE TO HANDLE IT BETTER DUE TO THE FACT ) I TRUELY WANTED TO NOT SIGN THE PAPER WORK TO HAVE THE TUBIAL PREGNANCY REMOVED , &EVEN WAITED FIVE DAYS KNOWING I COULD DIE JUST TO HAVE HIM A LITTLE LONGER ! I WANTED SO MUCH TO BELIEVE GOD WOULD MOVE HIM TO THE WOMB EVEN TO THE POINT OF DIEING WITH MY BABY! FINALY AN "ANGEL " CONVINCED ME THAT GOD WOULD MOVE THE BABY NO MATTER WHAT, IF IT WAS HIS WILL...(I FEEL I SIGNED MY BABIES LIFE AWAY ) BY THE TIME I GOT TO THE OPERATING TABLE I HAD FIVE MINUTES TO LIVE & ALMOST BLED TO DEATH, I HAVE TYPE O+ BLOOD, LUCKLY MY MOM HAS O+ TOO & MOST OF MY FAMILY HAS TYPE O BLOOD TOO BOTH + & -! LATER I DECIDED TO NAME MY BABY SO I ASKED GOD TO LET ME KNOW IF IT WAS A BOY OR A GIRL SO I COULD NAME IT,SO I FLIPED A RECOVERY COIN AND IT LANDED ON THE SIDE THAT SAID IT WAS A BOY ,RECENTLY I CHOSE TO PICK A GIRLS NAME TOO JUST IN CASE....FOR NOW I JUST FLIPPED IT AROUND. ANYWAYS IT LANDED ON THE SIDE THAT SAID HIS GRACE IS ENOUGH FOR ME& I THOUGHT IT WAS THE PERFECT NAME FOR NOW AND SWORE I'D FIND THE HEBREW EQUIVALENT...WHICH I DID ELISHA ZION, ZION ELISHA IF ITS A GIRL, I CHANGE THE NAME TO GOD'S GRACE IS ENOUGH FOR ME & BECAUSE I HAD STARTED CALLING HIM HIS GRACE FOR SHORT & I DIDN'T WANT HIM ..

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ASSOEATED WITH THE POPE BECAUSE THE CATHICS LIE TO THERE PEOPLE THEY DO NOT LET THEM READ THE BIBLE & LIE ABOUT HOW TO GET SAVED. THEY SAY BABTISIM & WORKS GETS YOU SAVED WHEN THE BIBLE STATES " IT IS NOT BY WORKS OF RIGHTIOUSNESS WHICH WE HAVE DONE BUT ACCORDING TO HIS MERCY HE SAVED US." INSTEAD IT IS BY (ROMANS 10:8-10) (9&10)= IF YOU COFESS WITH YOUR MOUTH JESUS CHRIST IS LORD(AS IN GOD) & BELIEVE IN YOUR HEART GOD (HIS FATHER) ROSE HIM FROM THE DEAD YOU WILL BE SAVED FOR IT IS WITH YOUR HEART YOU BELIEVE & ARE JUSTIFIED AND IT IS WITH YOUR MOUTH YOU CONFESS & ARE SAVED! I INCLUDED 8 IN THERE BECAUSE IN THE PASSAGE THAT SAYS "BELIEVE IN THE LORD JESUS CHRIST & YOU WILL BE SAVED,..." IT STATES RIGHT AFTER THAT "...THEN HE SPOKE THE WORD OF THE LORD TO THEM!" WHICH IN VERSE 8 IT STATES THAT THE FOLLOWING IS THE WORD OF THE LORD,THAT IS...VERSES 9-10! HE WAS BORN ON 4:20... I PUT IT LIKE THAT BECAUSE SIENCE IT IS HITLER B-DAY I WOULD RATHER HAVE HIM ASSOCIATED WITH A PLANT THAT HAS AWESOME MEDICINAL PROPERTIES INCLUDING KILLING CANCER CELLS SAFELY WITHOUT DISTROYING THE IMMUNE SYSTEM LIKE CEMO AND RADIATION DOES WHEN YOU NEED YOUR IMMUNE SYSTEM TO BE STRONG IT CAN ALSO HELP AIDS PATIENTS WITH CANCER WHILE KEEPING THE IMMUNE SYSTEM FROM DETERIATING MORE, IT IS ALSO NEVER GOOD TO TAKE ECINAITCA (SP? ...MY SPELL CHECKER SPELLS WORSE THAN ME NOW, IT TRIED TO TELL ME EMPATHY WAS SPELT EMPATHIE...:P...<-- HAD TO USE THAT ONE, FOR SOME REASON THE ONLY EMOJI THAT SHOWED UP ON MY PREVIOUS COMMENT HAD NOT EVEN SYMPATHY BUT COMPLETELY LIED!!!! WITHOUT THE REST OF THEM,WHICH I HAD TO PUT CAUSE EMOJI HAS STILL VERY LITTLE EMPATHY & APPARENTLY ON THIS WEB SITE HAS NO FU**ING CLUE ABOUT ...ANYTHING!!!! , IT COMPLETELY GOT IT THE OPPOISITE ACROSS!) ECINATIA (SP?) WILL ACTUALLY INCREASE THE AIDS VIRIUS PRODUCTION! MARIJUANA ALSO CAN CURE CEIZIERS (SP?)!! I DID NOT WANT HIM ACCOIATED WITH HITLER OR THE CATIHOLC CHURCH WHO FUNDED HITLER, & DID THE "CHRISTIAN" CRUSADES & ALOT OF...

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OTHER MONSTROSITIES IN THE NAME OF GOD..SALEM WITCH TRIALS (FOR WICCANS: YHWH STILL JUDGES US ACCORDING TO WHAT WE HAVE DONE...ONLY SALVATION IS A FREE GIFT SO, YEA! NO ONE GETTING AWAY WITH EVIL DEEDS!!)( BWWWWAAHHHAAHAHA..JK)...MASS SLAUGHTER OF NATIVE AMERICANS ..BURNING BOOKS..ECT. IN JUDISM, THE HISTORY OF CHRISTIANITY, THE LAWS ARE THERE TO PROTECT... FOR INSTANCE PIGS TENDED TO CARRY A LOT OF DESIEASES , HAVING SEX WITH A WOMAN WHILE SHE IS ON HER PIEROD CAN KILL HER BECAUSE THE BLOODVESSALS ARE OPEN AND IF YOU GET AIR INSIDE IT CAN CAUSE AN ANEURISM ...ECT. ALSO SOME SIN WAS HARD TO ERATICATE FROM THE LIVES OF ALL PEOPLE AND SO THEY WHOLE PEOPLE GROUPS HAD TO BE WIPED OUT SO AS TO ERADICATE THE SIN FROM BEING PASSED ON TO FURTHER GENERATIONS ,ERADICATION OF LIVESTOCK COULD HAVE BEEN POSSIBLY DUE TO BEASTIEALITY IN WHICH CASE THE ANIMALS WOULD HAVE BEEN RUINED...HUMANS DO HAVE A STUPIDITY STREAK WHEN IT COMES TO TRYING TO JUSTIFY THERE SINS..FOR INSTANCE WHILE WATCHING THE DISCOVERY CHANNEL, AS A CHILD, A WOMAN STATED THAT YOU HAVE TO MASTERBATE A UNGUILDED HORSE OR IT WILL DIE....I GUESS THAT MEANS IT WAS ONLY BY SOME MIRACLE THAT HORSES SURVIVED..BECAUSE OUT IN THE WILD, WHERE THEY ORIGINATED, THEY HAD NO ONE TO MASTERBATE THEM O.O OOOOOO ITS A MIRACLE!!! BRINGING IT HOME NOW ...SO I FOUND THE HEBREW EQUIVALENT ELISHA ZION WHICH MEANS "GOD'S GRACIOUS, A SIGN" I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FEMALE EQUIVILENT FOR ELISHA IS YET SO THATS WHY I KEPT IT FOR A GIRL NAME TOO. ANYWAYS REST ASSURED YOUR BABIES ARE IN HEAVEN AND THAT, HOPEFULLY, YOU WILL SEE THEM AND/OR SEE THEM AGAIN!

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MY BABY IS NOW 13 YEARS 3 MONTHS AND 6 DAYS OLD..UNLESS YOU START AT FIST MOMENT OF LIFE THEN ADD 8 MORE WEEKS! PLEASE JOIN ME IN THE FIGHT TO STOP THE BABY HOLOCOST THEY HAVE A FULL NERVIOUS SYSTEM AND TRUELY DO FEEL PAIN BY 20 WEEKS (ANOTHER EXAMPLE OF HUMANITY TRYING TO COVER UP THEIR SIN) NOTICE THESE BABIES ARE BEING TOURTURED abortion video 0003 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M1bvM1BhrDU&sns=tw ...FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT HAVE HAD ABORTIONS ... I Forgive You Mommy http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqhavXPIGGo&sns=tw

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THEY TOLD YOU IT WAS JUST A MASS OF CELLS....SO ARE THEY!!! THEY TOLD YOU IT WAS JUST A REFLEX NO. PAIN REACTION IS NOT REFELX IT IS ONLY THERE IN RESPONCE TO PAIN...THINK ABOUT IT!!

EvaCCerda1111's picture

My son would be 12 years and 8 1/2 months

EvaCCerda1111's picture

it does make us cry but the memories are there and the great wonderful truth of knowing that they will be in paradise and with them again if they the parents are saved. and till then you have at least the joyful memory of them even if it just a positive pregnancy test.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jK-0vfsFzB4

hell-zerg's picture

Nice one but makes others cry...

solid's picture

it is a sad song but i love it

EvaCCerda1111's picture

its fought the feeling then

Celynee Ocsa's picture

Me encanta :D

kris williams's picture

idk wut to say... i have a son (jason) who will b 10m old. i couldnt imagine losing him. i love you guys. kickin guitar solo... it never fails me... much love my disturbed heros! \m/

theBANANAMAL's picture

yeah, sorry about your loss. i can see that losing a child that has it's whole life ahead of them is really tragic...

Disturbeda7x1's picture

ok is it fuck the feeling or fough
t the feeling?

Rosalinda's picture

I am so sorry for ya'll loss i just recently lost my 3 moth old baby and this song really touched me and made me cry.

vatz's picture

cool track

LrdofArmageddon's picture

The chorus is so powerful and emotive it's amazing. Love the instrumentals, too. Excellent work, Disturbed.

Sukihako's picture

Another deep song. Another score for Disturbed <3

The lyrics are great, but what I just LOVE about this song is the instrumental that starts around 2:10. One of the best guitar riffs I've heard so far.

Nak's picture

Epic awesome song.

GigaBowser86's picture

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ok2mnh1pMCQ

The link above is the full song. FOR REALS!

Bound's picture

Dam that preview is beast

Witchy Women's picture

Magic Man you have that right.( Lyric Rain)

Nak's picture

There's a preview for this song? Where? O.o

magicman1's picture

i can tell that this song is going to be one of their strongest songs! even the preview is fucking amazing!!!