when i finally saw the video for inside the fire it sent me to the time when suicide tore apart my life. then i read some of the messages other people posted and i realized so many people are affected by suicide. i feel like death is all apart of life but suicide is a self inflictive death i know you are thinking i am crazy please bear with me. when suicide affected my life i was only 11 years old i am 38 now. i know i was young when it happened but the years do not matter when i had to watch my family feel the pain of what my uncle did. my uncle had multiple sclerosis for those who do not know what that is it is something that attacks your arteries and your central nervous system they do not have a crue. my uncle took his own life because of this disease he could not live with. i have not really talked about this for a long time i feel i need to let it out.

Caketown!!! Who knows the meaning?

Here's a list of all the Disturbed songs that I enjoy, or of that I have listened to.

If you have any suggestions of other Disturbed songs that are good, feel free to leave me a comment. I'd appreciate it. Thanks!

-Meaning Of Life.
-Down With The Sickness.
-Stricken.
-Land Of Confusion.
-Inside The Fire.
-Guarded.
-Stupify.
-Blood In My Eyes.
-Fear.
-The Game.
-10000 fists.
-Prayer.
-Hell.
-Forsaken.
-Conflict.
-Liberate.
-Dropping Plates.
-Glass Shatters.
-Want.
-God Of The Mind.
-Numb.
-Deify.
-Fade To Black.
-Perfect Insanity.
-Intoxication.
-Shout 2000.
-Decadence.
-Believe.
[Thats about all I can come up with at the moment, but I will update once I think of more!]
Again, I would appreciate it if any of you would reccommend some to me, I've probably heard them all, but you never know!]
Thanks!
Kayla.=]

Verse 1
I'm flatline, not certain that I will see the day
No deadline, just contained in this hell by my pain
I fall out, inside out, tangled up deep inside
I stand here on my own with no place left to hide

Chorus
It's never too late to let it all go
Too fucking gone to try to take hold
No one around here can understand
Just what has happened to this land

Verse 1
I'm flatline, no pulse felt, oddly my skin's still warm
No headlines in the news about how we transform
From nice guy to bad guy as soon as we get screwed
In every fucked up way and our minds just cannot choose

Pre Chorus 1
Which road that we wanna go walk down
And who's the one we wanna fucking kick around

Chorus

Bridge
A half dead man crawling upon an undead planet
Everybody feeding off others pain, this is what I've examined
Yeah this is what I have learned from my fellow man
This is what's going on in a land that's gone....Flatline!
Flatline!(2x)

Chorus(2x)

This is what's going on!